Mar 22, 2004 18:41
my sister got married yesterday. i dont know if im more happy or sad. i mean im REALLY happy they're married cuz they're perfect 4 eachother and they're happy 2gether but im also EXTREMELY sad that she moved out.. and it feels like shawn took my sister from me. i donno.. i just have a HUGE problem with thinking that people r getting taken from me. im very paranoid about it... it scares me.
i know i should say this and i dont mean it EXACTLY this way but i donno howelse to explain it.. it just miss my sister sooo much to the point where it seems like she died... i dont think anyone will undeerstand. i dont even understand. why do i miss her so much?