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oh my god i have so many things to talk about. i guess i will just start. first of all, i wanna say that i have been on my diet for 2 weeks. i have lost about 8 lbs. i am on a strict yet balanced diet. i meet with a personal trainer once a week. and she kicks my ass every time. i am still sore from 2 days ago. oh and i go 3 times a week for my specialized workouts. also i meet with a nutritionist. my body fat and weight are way way way too high. i have to do something. i feel like this is a good step. i know i will never be skinny. i just wanna be healthy. i have some good tools to get me started anyway. i am on an 8 week course and i hope to keep it going after that. i will keep you updated on my progress. i can start to see a change in my body and it is good.
second, i want to say that i am a yuppie. totally. i have the big tv. the expensive shoes, the new technology. and i just bought a new car. (yes i know i just got a new one 7 months ago, but i traded it in) i got a gas guzzler SUV. a cute toyota 4runner to be exact. but i like it. it makes me happy. so does my job. it is fun. the way we goof off and cuss like sailors reminds me of college. hehe. i had a pretty good fiscal year last year. especially for being out of school for a year. i am pretty proud of myself.
third, i am totally single. finally, i know. bad relationship. i miss it. miss her, but i know that it is better for me. so bring out the boys, and girls. hehe. yep. that is it. i have found myself strangely attracted to guys lately. the girls aren't gone, not in the slightest. the past couple of people i have slept with have been guys. penis is weird. but not bad at the right time. but alas, i am alone. and it is getting pretty lonely. part of me is saying "hey! time to find someone and settle down" then part of me is saying "you are young, live it up". but i dunno what i want. i just want someone to cuddle up with. any takers? ha.
fourth, what sucks about going away to school then moving home is that all of your friends aren't there. i miss them so much. i really didn't know what i was missing but i know that there are so many people who i care a lot about and they care about me. i really miss the whole experience. for those of you still in school. make it count. mine did and i will NEVER forget it. the people who went through what i went through and were there for me, i know will always be there for me. i am very lucky to know them. you know who you are. and i love you.
fifth, i wanna be rock star. really. i think i would be great on stage. ha!! no but seriously, my new fav band of the month is "jupiter rising". check them out if you can. great new kind of sound. if more mellow is your sound, check out kate nash. she is like lily allen, but more prissy about being gritty. love her.
i think that pretty much sums up what is going on. all i ever do is work and work out these days. i miss my friends. i want someone to love. i am losing weight, love my music (and my new car, even if i am a yuppie).
WEEKEND by THE BIRThDaY MASSACRE
Lights out
Boys sleepwalking on the weekend
Black out
Two nights killing off a best friend
Fall out
Like soldiers walking off the deep end
Hands out
Don’t stop marching till the hearts rend
The time goes by and sets the stage
They play their parts and act their age
They never forget the lines that they say
Speaking slowly
I promise you one day
I promise you always
We’ll make it out one day
I promise you always
Nights out
Girls keep walking on the east end
White out
Two lights shining on a dead end
Drawn out
Like circles trailing off the pavement
Stand out
Don’t stop marching till the hearts mend
As time goes by, we set the stage
We play the parts and act our age
We’ll never forget the words that they’d say
Talking slowly
second, i want to say that i am a yuppie. totally. i have the big tv. the expensive shoes, the new technology. and i just bought a new car. (yes i know i just got a new one 7 months ago, but i traded it in) i got a gas guzzler SUV. a cute toyota 4runner to be exact. but i like it. it makes me happy. so does my job. it is fun. the way we goof off and cuss like sailors reminds me of college. hehe. i had a pretty good fiscal year last year. especially for being out of school for a year. i am pretty proud of myself.
third, i am totally single. finally, i know. bad relationship. i miss it. miss her, but i know that it is better for me. so bring out the boys, and girls. hehe. yep. that is it. i have found myself strangely attracted to guys lately. the girls aren't gone, not in the slightest. the past couple of people i have slept with have been guys. penis is weird. but not bad at the right time. but alas, i am alone. and it is getting pretty lonely. part of me is saying "hey! time to find someone and settle down" then part of me is saying "you are young, live it up". but i dunno what i want. i just want someone to cuddle up with. any takers? ha.
fourth, what sucks about going away to school then moving home is that all of your friends aren't there. i miss them so much. i really didn't know what i was missing but i know that there are so many people who i care a lot about and they care about me. i really miss the whole experience. for those of you still in school. make it count. mine did and i will NEVER forget it. the people who went through what i went through and were there for me, i know will always be there for me. i am very lucky to know them. you know who you are. and i love you.
fifth, i wanna be rock star. really. i think i would be great on stage. ha!! no but seriously, my new fav band of the month is "jupiter rising". check them out if you can. great new kind of sound. if more mellow is your sound, check out kate nash. she is like lily allen, but more prissy about being gritty. love her.
i think that pretty much sums up what is going on. all i ever do is work and work out these days. i miss my friends. i want someone to love. i am losing weight, love my music (and my new car, even if i am a yuppie).
WEEKEND by THE BIRThDaY MASSACRE
Lights out
Boys sleepwalking on the weekend
Black out
Two nights killing off a best friend
Fall out
Like soldiers walking off the deep end
Hands out
Don’t stop marching till the hearts rend
The time goes by and sets the stage
They play their parts and act their age
They never forget the lines that they say
Speaking slowly
I promise you one day
I promise you always
We’ll make it out one day
I promise you always
Nights out
Girls keep walking on the east end
White out
Two lights shining on a dead end
Drawn out
Like circles trailing off the pavement
Stand out
Don’t stop marching till the hearts mend
As time goes by, we set the stage
We play the parts and act our age
We’ll never forget the words that they’d say
Talking slowly