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been feeling quite good today. i know the days only just started (for me lol) but it was a nice surpsise to get a visit from patrick who then finally met all the housemates. Things are good between us. Sorta became reality when aj reminded us that he was leaving today and we sorta just looked at eachother, itl be ok. Hes coming back and im not loosing him but 3 months is a long time so im going to have to plan to visit him whenever i can.
Just texted mum there telling her i havnt been in touch as the last time i was home and told her about patrick she asked if he was a catholic... nothing to do about me going with a man just if he was catholic and i left and came back to belfast. if she cant accept it well i cant force her to, but shell lose her son. Told lee about it (my brother) and he made me smile. Im lucky to have him as my brother as hes been through it all before himself so its good to have somebody to talk to about this.
on other news i partied with shayne ward last thursday when he came into the club. got incredbly drunk but was a fun filled night.
Going to miss my boo so much but do i let him know which would make it harder for him or do i hold back for a bit.
xx
Just texted mum there telling her i havnt been in touch as the last time i was home and told her about patrick she asked if he was a catholic... nothing to do about me going with a man just if he was catholic and i left and came back to belfast. if she cant accept it well i cant force her to, but shell lose her son. Told lee about it (my brother) and he made me smile. Im lucky to have him as my brother as hes been through it all before himself so its good to have somebody to talk to about this.
on other news i partied with shayne ward last thursday when he came into the club. got incredbly drunk but was a fun filled night.
Going to miss my boo so much but do i let him know which would make it harder for him or do i hold back for a bit.
xx