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Went to see patrick yesterday in town and hada fun day but we hada head home early cuz he wasnt feeling the best. dont think he likes the way i slag him off which to be honest i duno why i do. Ive always been sarcastic, probably like a defence mechanism or something. Hada really nice night watching stardust with red wine and crisps. Stayed in his bed till he got back in from work today but hes tired so i thought id stay at mine tonight. Lastnight i thought about the L word. Havnt used that word in years cuz it scares me and the fact that its in my head is scaring me too especially since its only been three weeks.
GAH!
probably thinking too much cuz he leaves in a few weeks. but i just sent a log message so il call him soon and say goodnight.
wierd but i love it.
x
GAH!
probably thinking too much cuz he leaves in a few weeks. but i just sent a log message so il call him soon and say goodnight.
wierd but i love it.
x