What does "BL" stand for?
If you asked my dad, he'd say "Beer lady," but that's another story.
I feel like crap. I don't know precisely why, but I'm sure it has to do with the mountain of unfinished tasks that lay ahead of me this weekend, along with the fearful burden I have created for myself between school, work, and my hobbies. On top of it all, I feel like many of my important goals are falling by the wayside lately. I hate knowing that my next 3-4 paychecks (every 2 weeks) are spoken for already... *sigh*
I didn't really come here to complain, but lately I just don't seem to have my head on straight. What I probably need is to get out more and stop relaxing at HOME all ALONE and get some fresh air, ya know? Also, lately I feel a feeling which I cannot stand above all others: futility. Being powerless to do or undo something in your life is probably the single most degrading feeling. Late, disorganized, messy, procastinating, and poor. That's me right now. Ironic that I consider myself an optimist? Meh... I'm just having a bad night.
Necesito decir a quien que le quiero mucho como me preocupes en ella. Dios Mio!
-Jay the *~BuM~* (for real, mannnnnn)
I feel like crap. I don't know precisely why, but I'm sure it has to do with the mountain of unfinished tasks that lay ahead of me this weekend, along with the fearful burden I have created for myself between school, work, and my hobbies. On top of it all, I feel like many of my important goals are falling by the wayside lately. I hate knowing that my next 3-4 paychecks (every 2 weeks) are spoken for already... *sigh*
I didn't really come here to complain, but lately I just don't seem to have my head on straight. What I probably need is to get out more and stop relaxing at HOME all ALONE and get some fresh air, ya know? Also, lately I feel a feeling which I cannot stand above all others: futility. Being powerless to do or undo something in your life is probably the single most degrading feeling. Late, disorganized, messy, procastinating, and poor. That's me right now. Ironic that I consider myself an optimist? Meh... I'm just having a bad night.
Necesito decir a quien que le quiero mucho como me preocupes en ella. Dios Mio!
-Jay the *~BuM~* (for real, mannnnnn)