Nov 10, 2003 22:38
eww, why are ppl such babies?? anywhoz. uhmm i'm getting worried for myself, i'm becoming way too antisocial for my own good. is it healthy?? i think my avg is 91% this term..thats a lot better than last year, but it could use some pulling up too. i guess i just have to work harder. man..i'm so sick of school i could scream and drop out. i donno whats wrong with me, i'm probably just PMSing n i keep telling myself that if i keep acting like this i'll never get into mac, n i need to work even harder this term to maintain my marks than i was before, but my mind just isnt hearing me for some reason. every night i worry if my mark is going down cuz i'm being too lazy. this sucks. it sucks sooooooo baddd n i hate ppl who do no work n get like 99's. it annoys me..ok i'm jealous. i have a math test tomorrow which i've studied for, but i'm probably gonna do bad anywayz. i am truly convinced that i am a stupid person. im not even saying that for sympathy..i have actually accepted that i am a stupid person, n thats a fact of life that i cant really change. i hate this. a lot. i wish school would disappear. i am incredibly bitter.