Four;
I am really tired right now and don't feel like doing any of the things I know that I should be... I'm just so burnt out from working this week and all I want to do is crash. But I still have so much to get together and pack up so that I can move it all in tomorrow. We really REALLY want to be able to spend the night tomorrow night and be considered moved in.
I feel like, while things are going right and we're moving out, that things are still going wrong and just aren't falling into place the way I would like and it's really stressing me out. I feel like I have no time and it's making me lose my motivation. I'm unnecessarily stressing over not being able to have internet, because I don't want to not be able to talk to my friends or just do the mundane, boring things that I like to do when I don't have to be at work.
I'm also not looking forward to there being an extended period of time where honeyking can't work on commissions. We need that extra income.
I just want things to be done and finished. Work was boring and long today, I felt like I didn't even need to be there but I stuck out the 7 hours because I need the money. Just for my manager to print my check on the wrong side. SIGH. So now I have to wait until tomorrow and hope my sister puts it into the bank for me at a relatively decent time. I need it, unfortunately, so I can get some last minute things for moving my cat.
I also really want a hug or a snuggle and some good food and to just relax. Getting stressed out is not okay right now. I'm going to be lazy for a while tonight and hopefully by the time honeyking gets home from work I can at least do some laundry and packing so today isn't a total waste.
♥ ♥ ♥
I feel like, while things are going right and we're moving out, that things are still going wrong and just aren't falling into place the way I would like and it's really stressing me out. I feel like I have no time and it's making me lose my motivation. I'm unnecessarily stressing over not being able to have internet, because I don't want to not be able to talk to my friends or just do the mundane, boring things that I like to do when I don't have to be at work.
I'm also not looking forward to there being an extended period of time where honeyking can't work on commissions. We need that extra income.
I just want things to be done and finished. Work was boring and long today, I felt like I didn't even need to be there but I stuck out the 7 hours because I need the money. Just for my manager to print my check on the wrong side. SIGH. So now I have to wait until tomorrow and hope my sister puts it into the bank for me at a relatively decent time. I need it, unfortunately, so I can get some last minute things for moving my cat.
I also really want a hug or a snuggle and some good food and to just relax. Getting stressed out is not okay right now. I'm going to be lazy for a while tonight and hopefully by the time honeyking gets home from work I can at least do some laundry and packing so today isn't a total waste.
♥ ♥ ♥