get on my knees for you
only 2 more days till i start packing.. (i'm a last minute type of person)
last night = amazing. this evening = more amazing.
my mind & mouth & tummy = blah.
small house parties with the ladies are fun :) ohhh, the fun.
me = in love with peter. like, it's pretty insane how much i love that boy. *sigh* but i hate thinking about what he's going to do while i'm in NY for 10 days. :-\ ..like i know he won't do anything, because he should've learned his lesson. but.. i can never be too sure of myself. like, wtf do i know? i guess that's why you need trust in a relationship? yeah, i need a little work on that. but the only reason someone wouldn't trust their 'partner' is if they themselves feel like they aren't trustworthy and may do something; or if the 'partner' has potentially fatal actions he or she may play on. (and there is a logical explaination for my madness, but whatever i guess. try to forgive & forget)
it's going to be aweeeesome being with kellie for like as long as possible! like 2 1/2 weeks! we haven't been able to do that since we were youngins'. haha :) &&& we're going to make the best of our sweet, sweet time! sex, drugs, rock&roll here we come! woooooo.
my head hurts right now & i hate my life. but, i know everything.. will be alright. :) well, done with this shit. night.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTT ALARCON!!! & pedro & candice! :)
last night = amazing. this evening = more amazing.
my mind & mouth & tummy = blah.
small house parties with the ladies are fun :) ohhh, the fun.
me = in love with peter. like, it's pretty insane how much i love that boy. *sigh* but i hate thinking about what he's going to do while i'm in NY for 10 days. :-\ ..like i know he won't do anything, because he should've learned his lesson. but.. i can never be too sure of myself. like, wtf do i know? i guess that's why you need trust in a relationship? yeah, i need a little work on that. but the only reason someone wouldn't trust their 'partner' is if they themselves feel like they aren't trustworthy and may do something; or if the 'partner' has potentially fatal actions he or she may play on. (and there is a logical explaination for my madness, but whatever i guess. try to forgive & forget)
it's going to be aweeeesome being with kellie for like as long as possible! like 2 1/2 weeks! we haven't been able to do that since we were youngins'. haha :) &&& we're going to make the best of our sweet, sweet time! sex, drugs, rock&roll here we come! woooooo.
my head hurts right now & i hate my life. but, i know everything.. will be alright. :) well, done with this shit. night.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTT ALARCON!!! & pedro & candice! :)