Jul 14, 2009 16:16
things I don't like, these would be the top, currently...
Drama.
Arguing.
Feeling Left Out.
Drama. It just feels like those I don't talk to very much anymore don't ever have anything nice to say to me. I hate to sound stupid, but if you really don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all.
Arguing. I just hate this, especially if it can be easily avoided, which is usually the case. Trying to fight with me isn't a good way to get my attention. It's just stupid and very immature.
Feeling left out. I haven't felt so left out this badly, ever, and in more than one way. Responsibilities have really taken a toll out of my "social life." And even though it's summer, I don't have as much free time as I'd like. And now that I have a job, things are just going to get worse, I'm afraid. And I always feel like I'm the one who puts in 100% of the effort. If it seems like I don't, then it's because I feel like I'm not wanted, and sad to say, that's exactly how I feel with my two best friends.
I'm just hoping this trip to Vegas helps with all these emotions. College, family issues, financial trouble, and assumptions don't help either.