some days...
there are some days when I feel so out of place in the world...
i mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those stupid "woe my life" people, as if everything is wrong, and I hate my life, no. I like my life. I like where I am. It's just that some days...it feels like there is just something...a little bit off...
and honestly, this feels more insane than any other symptom of off-ness, for example, bemoaning life, or hating existance, or wanting to die...because that seems to be the norm these days (which really doesn't say much for our society)
but today, it just feels a little bit off. a little bit moved. a little bit to the left or the right.
like, you'd say something and just everyone would look at you like you were slightly insane and continue conversation...
nothing completely horrendously wrong is happening here, just ... something a little bit off. Maybe what you said isn't something that would be valued. Maybe what you said is just not funny. Maybe it's pointless...
these are the days when I just learn to shut my mouth for the day, and reopen tomorrow morning.
and hope the day doesn't occur twice in a row.
i mean, don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those stupid "woe my life" people, as if everything is wrong, and I hate my life, no. I like my life. I like where I am. It's just that some days...it feels like there is just something...a little bit off...
and honestly, this feels more insane than any other symptom of off-ness, for example, bemoaning life, or hating existance, or wanting to die...because that seems to be the norm these days (which really doesn't say much for our society)
but today, it just feels a little bit off. a little bit moved. a little bit to the left or the right.
like, you'd say something and just everyone would look at you like you were slightly insane and continue conversation...
nothing completely horrendously wrong is happening here, just ... something a little bit off. Maybe what you said isn't something that would be valued. Maybe what you said is just not funny. Maybe it's pointless...
these are the days when I just learn to shut my mouth for the day, and reopen tomorrow morning.
and hope the day doesn't occur twice in a row.