Jun 03, 2005 18:20
since this is my last weekend at emma willard, and also since I am graduating, and also since I am bored out of my mind, I figured that right now would be a grand time to update.
So I was on senior retreat Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, as you may have read from Casey's LJ or anyone else's who happens to be in the Emma Willard School Class of 2005. It was a good old time. I feel like I'm statrting to get closer to everyone (i.e., Maura, Rachel, Lexx, Sam (the other one, not myself), etc.) right when it's time to leave!!! It's a very saddening experience. I think that what we did over senior retreat kind of made us closer because we are all emotional and it was mainly a relaxing time. I am indeed excited to go, but part of me doesn't even feel like i'm leaving, so we'll see how that turns out when it's over.
Everything seems a little odder than before.
And my room is a little more bare, considering the fact that now all my posters are down as well (rather than all but 2), and half my suitcases/bags are sitting out in the middle of the floor waiting to be packed. I am going to do that tonight, because my parents are coming tomorrow, and I wish everything to be packed before Bacc. Ceremony, because after that it will be like 11PM, and after that I will sleep, and after that I will wake up, and then it will be like, graduation is right here. RIGHT HERE. And after graduation I will be far too ... I don't know what I will be far too of, but I will be far too of it to worry about getting all my CRAP into the CAR and making sure it all fits and using the elevator and various other devices. It will take away the mood. Therefore, tomorrow is the day. Tis the day of justice. Just kidding. I am sounding like the Aeneid.
I got a bunch of people to sign my yearbook, but not enough. But i am finding it rather frivolous lately. I mean, All the people I know here, I am going to be able to see again. Maybe not here in this moment all together, but I will probably see them at some point in my life. It isn't like ... I suppose it isn't much like public school. For example, Maura is coming to visit me. And I will see her and it will be awesome. The only other person who I really want to sign my YB is emma, and she shall do that tonight, whether she likes it or not.
I got a new pretty strapless dress at Gap. It's orange. Well, it's more red like. But it's really pretty. Its got palm tree leaves all over it, and they are purplish brown, white, and lighter red, and the background is darker red. It looks good. I also happened to buy a necklace to go with it, but i think it is more orange than anything. So I am curious if it goes. But if it doesn't I will wear the necklace iwth something orange that I do have. And then the world will be grand.
I can't believe I'm leaving.
It seems so...surreal...just like when i came here.