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How come sometimes days just don’t seem to pass? I guess
today has just gone very slow. Well yes it isn’t even 12 yet so maybe that’s
one of the problems. This week is a pretty busy one yet I still seem to find
enough time to take naps and chat online along with write pointless entries
like this one. As far as what I have planned for this week on top of classes
would be a paper for English, a paper for early childhood, a test in
horticulture, signing up for classes for Christmas break, and so on. Gosh
sometimes I just wish I had a whole week to just sleep. Today I was thinking
about how much I have really disappointed myself. It has been far to long since
I have attended church, or even felt like I have spent my time doing something
that wasn’t for myself. UGh! It just makes me mad. Well I have my horticulture
lab here in a bit so I should cut this short. I guess I have just realized that
after everything that has happened in my life in the past I should be a heck of
a lot more grateful for the things I have now. Or even just where I am. It is hard
to completely understand where it is I am coming from because most of you have
yet to go through something that I have gone through but yeah I guess I just
wish sometimes I was as strong as I used to be (when I was going through
cancer).