nothing to say...as usual
so i have nothing of any importance to say....what else is new...im bored shitless...i was supposed to go out tonight but as of right now..my mom doesnt want to go out (she loathes the cold)..and i dont have a ride :(...so...im stuck in the house...funn...
i dont kno what it is...but my moods have been so hott and cold lately...i dont kno what it is...im not PMSing...im positive of that...but its like one minute im laughing and having a good time and then the next min im like wanting to cry for no reason except for the uncaused (?) feeling of being upset...like last night for example...i was out with some people...for the most part having a good time...some lower points of the night...what else is to be expected when im out with people tho...im hungrey almost the entirety of the night...but i get into the car when i leave and i barely talk and then i get home and im like soo upset to eat so i went right to bed? yeah...a lil weird...'specially for me b/c usually i go on food binges when im upset...w/e
another kinda weird thing i just tought that id mention...ive actually been worrying and stressing about my grades...so not like me...but i guess its a good thing that i care?...but its not like i didnt care b4...w/e
so today after pit band rehersal i went home to a freezing house...the back room is always the warmest b/c its on a seperate heating system and it works better than the one for the rest of the house..so even in that back room i was soo cold that i was wearing my jacket in the house...and i still had a headache from the cold...im used to having headaches..i mean i always have a headache...but it was so bad and i was so cold that the only way to avoid all this was to go to sleep under all the covers of my bed...so i did...and i woke up with an even worse headache...nice story right? dont kno y i put it in here...but i did anyway...lol
so im gunna go and see if my mom will change her mind and take me out anyway...b/c i really dont feel like sitting around here doing nothing for the night..
ohh and im also happy that this long entry wasnt lost like the other one :)...
~ Aimee
its the little things that make a big differene