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ive been biting my nails, so now half of them are short, and the tohers long and dirty. well today is not at al like anyone would have imagined for jesscia's b-day, but im seeing napolean dynamite tonight so its all good, i jsut wanna see her face when i give her her fishes. they didnt have any black goldfish, so i got her a calico goldfish instead, and a sucker fish cause they rock ym socks. and she has pink gravel, but now yellow plant, just a blue one instead. and i got pilot a rad beta that black in the front that fades into bright red and hes not beaten up or anything, and he has blue shiny spots on him, hes so beautiful. i wanted to keep him. well mr. jones and his class went to the library, so i started watching soap operas with jessica. it was funny because the first thing the soap did was show us this girl crying and the first words out of her mouth were ''i can't believe you made me sleep with my brother. i will never forgive you!'' it was too great. well then she had to leave, and i was wtaching it for a while and got board, so eher i am. i went to sleep at 8 last night, i was so tired, and i woke up at 5 this morning to make jessica cupcakes, but we didnt have cake mix so i made brownies. meh oh well. i have a fucking C in english and im pissed off cause i know i could be having an A no problem, i just don't so all the work. i feel like im the only person understanding what shes talking about. they don't even know what symbolic means. gurg infurriating. i wish i were in advanced. its really sad how dumb american kids are. i want to move to spain. or switzerland. or the ntherlands!! ahhh i could day dream forever. im super thirsty! while everyone was gone i drank some of this kid's sprite. it was good. i dont really like soda, but since this was flat it was okay. well im done boring you with this dumb shit i call life, so go do soemthing productive and mastrabate or something.