Need to move on...
I*v been really unhappy lately, like extermely. I need a change. I really wanna move to North Carolina for some reason. I want that down south laid back feeling. Find me a sweet sourthern gentlemen. I am so ready for this move, to the extent that I*ve been searching for houses and different cities. I found the cutest house, like it's my dream house I love it. If I had the money I would so leave everything behind and just go. I*ve been trying to convince my parents but there at good points with their jobs and whatever and when they wanted to move to Florida I didn't so well we didn't. But now I am so ready. I don't even care if my credits from school transered or not. I would rather go a whole extra year of school then stay living here. I*m just miserable. Everyone else has moved on and I*m stuck in neutral and it blows. My friends went away to school so I don't have any left here, school is no big deal, you go, you learn and go home. I don't have a boyfriend because I*m too insecure and I have low self-esteem and no guy wants to date a girl like that, I know that but it's something I just can't help. But I just wanna leave. I*m gonna try my hardest to save up money like crazy and try and move, I*ll probably never make it but I really really wanna try. Apartment rent is so cheap down there and I can go to a community college for cheap and save enough money to transer to like North Carolina Univerity or Appalachain State Univeristy or one city was closes to East Tennessee University. And since right now I*m working 2 jobs for a little bit I can save some money. But whatever, I*m tired and I need to go to bed. Good night everyone.