well then...
shit has changed lmost completely lately.
Between Noah showing up in mylife randomly again, Heather going away to college and Christine starting classes, Stefanie moving back in and meeting my soulmate... shit has pretty much been hectic!
I cant find time to myself anymore besides when I close my door and pretend Im sleeping bceause theres always someone willing to bitch about sumthing...and i just really dont care.
Im strating to look for that full time job I have been looking foward too as of lately.. calling a freind today to see how thats gunna work out for me hopefully. Im going car shopping this wknd and calling to make my oppointment for my liscence. Fukin hell its rly time to buckle down and grow the fuck up right?
So Heathers gone. Spent the first few days with her at Amherst to get her all set and then we came bak here to say a final goodbye to friends until i dunno... this wknd lol. Its cool thats he can just come home and see us when she wnats.. thank god she didnt go to cali.
Stefanie living here the past few days has been... interesting. Its so stressfull all the time around here so i cant wait to get my ass out. She doesnt know how to dealw ith my mom and her dad and curtis' wise mouth you kno.. i just keep telling her to brush it off and ignore it all but she takes it to heart, i dunno. Being around her just makes me realize how rly fuking mellow i truly am lol. If iw as like that i would have a heartattack already!
So i found this guy. At the worst possible time. I found this guy and from the moment i saw him i knew he was like my soulmate.. ya laugh it up lol. But whenever I fall in love its like the first DAY i realize im going to. I have proof! But anyways. He rly listens. He really just lets me talk. I fucking cired in fornt of him the other night.. that never happens with me and guys.He really just cares about me and wants to support me and shit. Now.. hes just as lazy as I am wich i think is priceless lol but he can be motivated when he has to be. But like i said about bad timing. Noah showed up in my life recently. Adn we moved REALLY fast into this relatonship. So fast i have been backing off lately just to get my bearings and shit you kno, I havent called him in like 4 days...wich is reallys hitty but its just how i work. I dunno... i'll try calling today and explain sum shit I guess.
My mom has been rly depressed lately. it sux hardcore. I gotta make a point to call my dad and see wats up with him. I have money from ppl and my old wrk coming to me soon and i owe a credit card bill and loans so thats where thats going.
Shit mother fucker i need a job lol
Between Noah showing up in mylife randomly again, Heather going away to college and Christine starting classes, Stefanie moving back in and meeting my soulmate... shit has pretty much been hectic!
I cant find time to myself anymore besides when I close my door and pretend Im sleeping bceause theres always someone willing to bitch about sumthing...and i just really dont care.
Im strating to look for that full time job I have been looking foward too as of lately.. calling a freind today to see how thats gunna work out for me hopefully. Im going car shopping this wknd and calling to make my oppointment for my liscence. Fukin hell its rly time to buckle down and grow the fuck up right?
So Heathers gone. Spent the first few days with her at Amherst to get her all set and then we came bak here to say a final goodbye to friends until i dunno... this wknd lol. Its cool thats he can just come home and see us when she wnats.. thank god she didnt go to cali.
Stefanie living here the past few days has been... interesting. Its so stressfull all the time around here so i cant wait to get my ass out. She doesnt know how to dealw ith my mom and her dad and curtis' wise mouth you kno.. i just keep telling her to brush it off and ignore it all but she takes it to heart, i dunno. Being around her just makes me realize how rly fuking mellow i truly am lol. If iw as like that i would have a heartattack already!
So i found this guy. At the worst possible time. I found this guy and from the moment i saw him i knew he was like my soulmate.. ya laugh it up lol. But whenever I fall in love its like the first DAY i realize im going to. I have proof! But anyways. He rly listens. He really just lets me talk. I fucking cired in fornt of him the other night.. that never happens with me and guys.He really just cares about me and wants to support me and shit. Now.. hes just as lazy as I am wich i think is priceless lol but he can be motivated when he has to be. But like i said about bad timing. Noah showed up in my life recently. Adn we moved REALLY fast into this relatonship. So fast i have been backing off lately just to get my bearings and shit you kno, I havent called him in like 4 days...wich is reallys hitty but its just how i work. I dunno... i'll try calling today and explain sum shit I guess.
My mom has been rly depressed lately. it sux hardcore. I gotta make a point to call my dad and see wats up with him. I have money from ppl and my old wrk coming to me soon and i owe a credit card bill and loans so thats where thats going.
Shit mother fucker i need a job lol