I don't feel right....
Ever since I came back from dallas at tbru you I Have had a since of dread...things just don't feel right. Ok there was a two week to three week stint that I was this super positive thinker and it worked but I feel like things just get bad...One reason..there was this guy and boy did I have our relationship wrong. He kind of led me on....I really liked him. I was skrewed...lol. Maybe going to see my best friend Paul in Dallas was bad...I spent some money wich made be broke...I miss Paul dearly. Paul is one of my best friends and not having a connection like that in Atlanta...someone to put my head on my shoulder...or have underwear parties lol. Dallas was fun but it cost me. I am trying to stay positive but damn my life has just got me down. I have no money. Georgia government want's to tax me for the Car I bought in Michigan over 1000 dollars to pay for taxes plate and tags...I don't have that kind of money. I bought furniture from my old room mate because I needed something to sit on...so I owe him for that. ah well...so its my birthday and you know what.....fuck it the bills will always be there so I am going to channel good energy...smile always......