Jan 10, 2005 20:09
today was school. like usual boring except for 4th period. i need to do that work in there but she bitches even if we do the work right. its gay and since i did all of the articles she bitches because i didnt write to the side what the sentence was saying after i highlighted it...if you ask me thats sort of stupid because the sentence explains itself...douche bag. shadi told me today that hes gettin juice a job at kroger. thats badass shadi and him are gonna probably light something on fire or somethin funny. just dont get fired lol that way we'll all be right there. yeah bitches. and juice will have a job without his mom being there all the time + a better check. and he will also have a ride because shadi has a loud ass truck and i have my car. so no matter what...he has a ride. 5 more months dude. that sucks. well today was really interesting 3rd period talked to silvia bout this relationship i have with someone...whom of so i dont really speak to too much and i dont really spend time with that certain someone either. i dont know why but i cant keep a relationship any longer than a couple of months its either a couple of months or shorter...i dont know why but its just me. i dont think im ever gonna become married. lol that sucks. i hate myself sometimes. at work today i did ice cream...what a fucking bull shit job. people that i work with probably think im bitching about making it but i really dont mind lol i have NO fucking idea why im talking about this but i am. yes mam i sure am...people call me an idiot alot like my best friends...well look at it from my point of view...you laughed right? hopefully atleast...i like to see people smile but i dont like to see poeple sad. sad face = bad face. im sorry im not the guy that you thought i was...im sorry if i hurt you and this may be the worst time to be saying this but its the truth. i havent really been hanging out with my best friends lately duno whats up with that have been hanging out with chris and amanda alot though. my lunch sucks today i noticed lol...besides justin, ben, dane, and maybe like 6 other people are the people i actually talk to..the others are just like just ppl i talk to every once in a while. holy crap there is this one person in my 3rd period and JESUS CHRIST no more said... i feel horrible ..........the end. until i get bored again. so fuck my life i dont like everything about it right now...except for school and work. those are the only things that i like. so FUCK IT. BYE. i dont care if you wanna hate me go ahead just nvm o well ill live with it.