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im so sick of being like this. i hate it. & once i see one little thing, i break. but its not little. its a big deal. but im not even gunna say anything. fuck it. im done. i hate everything about myself. theres nothing good about me. i wish i looked different. im so ugly. i have a boring personality. no one even likes me. i just came home from having a good time with my friends & then something like this ruins everything & breaks me down & all of a sudden all i wanna do is be dead, or move away, or just go to sleep. i cant even begin to explain. and today i saw my exbf and wanted to cry. i miss him so much. right now id be happy with hooking up with a guy and thats the end.. no strings attached but im too ugly for that too. whatever i fucking hate myself and everyone else.