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i really dont think im getting a system for christmas. last night my parents told me straight out that their not spending $1500-$2000 on a system for me when i just got a $6000 bmw. ok well sorry no one told you to buy me a bmw. yeah i appreciate it & i love that car, but i probably could have found a cheaper car. & i know i sound like such a spoiled selfish bitch but like thats pretty much the only thing i put on my list cause i knew it costs so much money & i wanted it so bad. & for now i would have been happy with just a decent headunit. then again they do this every year & fool me every year. saying im not getting a cell phone or a computer but then i get one. this time i dont think there trying to fool me. theres not that many presents under the tree for me though. but none of them are big boxes. so im like 85% sure they didnt get me it.
im just really upset. each year christmas is less awesome & its not even about presents. it was just so much better when i was little & believed in santa & didnt really have a christmas list. each year we break another tradition. each year something else changes. i hate change. what i hate more than anything is breaking traditions.
well anyway my mom won this huge box of chocholates worth $300. its like seriously huge. theres like every diffeent kinda of chocolates in the world. its amazing. im probably gunna gain like 5lbs just from eating it. im gunna post pictures.
i have about $135 right now. so hopefully after my birthday & christmas ill have about $300, which is good enough for a headunit. im so happy my mom is awesome & let me use her credit card to buy presents. i gotta get in the shower & wrap some gifts & shit. night<3
im just really upset. each year christmas is less awesome & its not even about presents. it was just so much better when i was little & believed in santa & didnt really have a christmas list. each year we break another tradition. each year something else changes. i hate change. what i hate more than anything is breaking traditions.
well anyway my mom won this huge box of chocholates worth $300. its like seriously huge. theres like every diffeent kinda of chocolates in the world. its amazing. im probably gunna gain like 5lbs just from eating it. im gunna post pictures.
i have about $135 right now. so hopefully after my birthday & christmas ill have about $300, which is good enough for a headunit. im so happy my mom is awesome & let me use her credit card to buy presents. i gotta get in the shower & wrap some gifts & shit. night<3