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lately ive been feeling weird. like i want to change. i want to be someone else. like im sick of being inside of this person. as weird as that sounds its true. im so plain. there is nothing that sticks out about me, nothing im good at. i have no talent. i want to be creative & stop sitting inside my house all day. my life is so boring & im so picky with my friends. i dont know how to make new ones, & im always so shy. i feel like im in a shell & cant come out. i dont care what people think about the way i dress. but ive always cared about what theyll think about the way i act, & my personality. but i dont want too anymore. i want to start over. i want meaning in my life.
ive made a friends only journal. i will only add people i dont know & dont live here. i want friends that will comment & give me advice & opinions & shit but the only thing is i dont know where to get this friends haha.
i need a job so bad. me & my dad are going to get an app for stop&shop real soon. i need to buy a new camera & stuff for my car. i forgot to write about how my dad got me a 1995 black bmw. its acutally really nice. i cant wait to buy seat covers & everything like that. ill post a picture if i can get one. well im going to get ready. ill have to write about my weekend later.
ive made a friends only journal. i will only add people i dont know & dont live here. i want friends that will comment & give me advice & opinions & shit but the only thing is i dont know where to get this friends haha.
i need a job so bad. me & my dad are going to get an app for stop&shop real soon. i need to buy a new camera & stuff for my car. i forgot to write about how my dad got me a 1995 black bmw. its acutally really nice. i cant wait to buy seat covers & everything like that. ill post a picture if i can get one. well im going to get ready. ill have to write about my weekend later.