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how sad is it that i am afraid to apply for a job. just apply for it, not even interview
this sucks. it's an awesome opportunity, and would mean total security when we move. yet somehow can't make myself do it. maybe that is why, because i know that if i could get this job we would be set, Adam wouldn't have to work while in school, and that would be so great that if i screw up this application, we just lost a big possibility.
If this is the way i feel now what are the next four years going to be like?
this sucks. it's an awesome opportunity, and would mean total security when we move. yet somehow can't make myself do it. maybe that is why, because i know that if i could get this job we would be set, Adam wouldn't have to work while in school, and that would be so great that if i screw up this application, we just lost a big possibility.
If this is the way i feel now what are the next four years going to be like?