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right so another week has gone by and i'm getting closer to my exams and to be honest i'm bricking it. my dad's being such a wanker and he's on my back all the time about how i'm too much of a waste of space to be a journalist and stuff. and my mum's just crying all the time cause she's always so tired cause of her job. and i have to look after jack and cook and clean and do my coursework/revise which = 1 very tired and stressed ellie.
went to pad's last night which was just what i needed cause i just got hammered with some good friends and had a right old laugh. and pulled toria. and ran round the block topless. and asked pad's dad to sleep with me. ah well. i stayed at spence's and i kind of went a bit emo on him and cried and blabbered on for about an hour about how shit my life is etc etc etc and he was really sweet about it and i feel a lot better about a lot of stuff now.
thing is though there's a rumour going round that he pulled eleanor a few weeks ago. but he told me that she was spreading it so would he have told me if it was true? surely he would just have hoped i wouldn't hear if it was true right? hmmmm. i'm not sure.
anyway nikki stayed over on friday which was lovely, and i'm going to her birthday bash on saturday whether my parents like it or not. fuck them to be honest!!
went to pad's last night which was just what i needed cause i just got hammered with some good friends and had a right old laugh. and pulled toria. and ran round the block topless. and asked pad's dad to sleep with me. ah well. i stayed at spence's and i kind of went a bit emo on him and cried and blabbered on for about an hour about how shit my life is etc etc etc and he was really sweet about it and i feel a lot better about a lot of stuff now.
thing is though there's a rumour going round that he pulled eleanor a few weeks ago. but he told me that she was spreading it so would he have told me if it was true? surely he would just have hoped i wouldn't hear if it was true right? hmmmm. i'm not sure.
anyway nikki stayed over on friday which was lovely, and i'm going to her birthday bash on saturday whether my parents like it or not. fuck them to be honest!!