it's getting worse and worse

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it's 2.29 and i can't sleep. i have a horrible feeling in my stomach, like that feeling just before you go onstage/fall downstairs. and my throat's all dry. and my eyes are all wet. and my hands are shaking. he's going to finish it. he's going to the cinema with his ex that's obsessed with him on saturday. this is the worst time for this to happen. i'm going on holiday on saturday so next time i see him will be at his party, if i'm still invited that is!! i got a new outfit and everything. it's prettiful. but it looks like i won't get to impress his mum with my stylees anymore :(

crap shit fuck cunt *falls over* tit arse wank *starts shaking* fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!