Mar 04, 2004 21:05
*sigh* avenged sevenfold is sooo awsome. can't wait to see them. i get to see them twice...once with the bled in milwaukee..and then 3 days later here in chicago..with my chemical romance and alexisonfire. can't wait! ahh so many good shows..norma jean is coming with underoath..haste the day...dead poetic..and beloved. which i adore all these bands..and then bleeding through is coming! ahh i need to calm down. ha. so anyways...today my friend was telling me that the remember never show got moved to grand rapids i hope they come back to chicago..i really wanted to check them out. so i got my hair cut finally. it's the same as before..cept shorter..and choppy. i want to cut it a little more. but i'll have to wait for that. i'm hopeing to get my hair dye soon too. i don't like my natural hair color..it's a dark brown almost black color..and i want it light brown. with highlights.
i'm so happy with who i am..and where i'm at in my life right now. i love everything. my friends. my mommy. my dad...my annoying loveable little sister..and my favorite brother [aka my only brother]. i hope this feeling stays forever. even tho i think i'm have a little tiny thing for someone. i hope it just fades away...i'm trying to hide it..and deny it..but i can't help it. i really want it to go away..i don't want to think about boys. too many of them have hurt me. and i don't want to go through all that rucuss again. haha.