not as good as i could be.
i can't believe we actually did it...
It still hasn't hit me...
and it's been nearly a week...
=(
For those of you 'out of the loop'... We lost my dog on Saturday...
Casper is now gone.
=(
We had to... He was in too much pain...
He had athritis in his hips and elbows, and nerve degeneration in his everything from about the middle of his spine down...
the pain was so bad, he had sores on him... He'd been trying to bite through his skin, trying to get to the pain to stop it...
i know it was the right thing to do...
but fuck... i miss him so much... ='(
i still hear him barking at the door, wanting to go out...
our other dog is walking around looking for him...
I was with him when he died... and i'm glad i was...
it didn't hurt him... he just went to sleep... eventually stopped breathing and his heart stopped...
I hugged his body, and we left.
me and Dad.
We're planting white roses for him... cause he was a White German Shepard...
i REALLY don't want to talk about it... REALLY don't want to.
I miss him... so fucking much...
on top of this, i supluxed my shoulder a week or so back... means it wasn't QUITE dislocated... but it came pretty close.
i missed out on the last round of outdoor, and i'm not allowed to play volleyball for another 2 weeks...
fuck this.
i'm outta here.
that is all.
It still hasn't hit me...
and it's been nearly a week...
=(
For those of you 'out of the loop'... We lost my dog on Saturday...
Casper is now gone.
=(
We had to... He was in too much pain...
He had athritis in his hips and elbows, and nerve degeneration in his everything from about the middle of his spine down...
the pain was so bad, he had sores on him... He'd been trying to bite through his skin, trying to get to the pain to stop it...
i know it was the right thing to do...
but fuck... i miss him so much... ='(
i still hear him barking at the door, wanting to go out...
our other dog is walking around looking for him...
I was with him when he died... and i'm glad i was...
it didn't hurt him... he just went to sleep... eventually stopped breathing and his heart stopped...
I hugged his body, and we left.
me and Dad.
We're planting white roses for him... cause he was a White German Shepard...
i REALLY don't want to talk about it... REALLY don't want to.
I miss him... so fucking much...
on top of this, i supluxed my shoulder a week or so back... means it wasn't QUITE dislocated... but it came pretty close.
i missed out on the last round of outdoor, and i'm not allowed to play volleyball for another 2 weeks...
fuck this.
i'm outta here.
that is all.