"fuck you, motherfuckers, heres my heart again. do your best."

Jan 15, 2009 16:33

I hate that you're a coward.
I hate that you couldn't tell me you love me except for when your drunk.
I hate that you weren't there for me.
I hate that you gave up on me.
I hate that you will never love me as much as I still love you.
I think what is bothering me the most, besides losing my best friend...
is that I am alone without you.

I want to buy (uni)som(e) sleep but over the counter doesn't cut it whether it be hearts or capsules. There is one person on this planet that I would love to lay on a curb with and count on the stars. It's to bad you're asleep. Tiny hope armies fight inside my heart just outside of the greenzone of my head. You can't imagine the things I would do for you.
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