How do people stay sane.
I mean really, I can't do it..
and every time I can't it just gets worse... I get deeper down the grave I'm digging..
I stress because my grades suck, and due to stressing I don't do shit, and then I get even worse grades... Like today... I have a huge english assignment due tomarrow.. but I can't do it... I can't even think about it... Everytime I do my head starts to ache and I down a handful of asprin....
The deadline for schoalarships are all due.. hmm.. last week.... great! So now I can't even pay for a major I don't want....
I'm fucking up my life so much right now.... when I need to focus the most.....
I can't do this... If i fuck this up now....... what do I have going for me...
I mean fuck, how often have I played with a razor blade in the past few months.... I've even got marks on my wrist again... thats been ages.....
and horribly enough... every time I take an asprin I think of the fact that ther "blood thinners" And I think of it as a plus.. cause my cuts heal to easily...
God I'm fucked up.....
and every time I can't it just gets worse... I get deeper down the grave I'm digging..
I stress because my grades suck, and due to stressing I don't do shit, and then I get even worse grades... Like today... I have a huge english assignment due tomarrow.. but I can't do it... I can't even think about it... Everytime I do my head starts to ache and I down a handful of asprin....
The deadline for schoalarships are all due.. hmm.. last week.... great! So now I can't even pay for a major I don't want....
I'm fucking up my life so much right now.... when I need to focus the most.....
I can't do this... If i fuck this up now....... what do I have going for me...
I mean fuck, how often have I played with a razor blade in the past few months.... I've even got marks on my wrist again... thats been ages.....
and horribly enough... every time I take an asprin I think of the fact that ther "blood thinners" And I think of it as a plus.. cause my cuts heal to easily...
God I'm fucked up.....