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Tis been way too long since a post...but life's been overwhelming.
In the past three weeks my heart has been on a rollercoaster over a guy. First the anticipation of what if and "I know if I don't do this, I'll regret it for a rediculous amount of time, and that's not worth my time." Then, the after-math of pure excitement and a dream come true. Unfortunately, I came plummeting down after an unforeseen disappointment and crashing reality of, not everything is perfect. Then, to my surprise a huge pick up, and realization of everything I felt that was right, was right, everything I thought he would think, he thought, and a bond between he and I that I never knew was so strong and on the way to getting even closer and stronger. I got more out of this whole rollercoaster than a whole theme park; I came out with more confidence between us, more insight and realization, and more...."everything may not be 'perfect,' but a collection of all of the littler 'perfect' things make the 'perfect' moment/memory - with or without flaws."
School's been funner-ific...friends are the same'ol, same'ol amazing and unforgettable....Homecoming was a lot of fun, but I expected more...that's just me...but it was still a blast!!! Band's been..well...a mess to say the least. Ms. Wilma Hurricane Flintstone had impecable timing with all of out competition dates and such...what luck right?...With only a week left, we just have to push through and finish out the best we possibly can, and not make this year a complete waste-that would suck!!...After band clams down, I'll be working a lot more and that ='s more money!! yayayya!! I can't wait to start saving up again, not having any money left over after paying bills and other expenses leave me in the gutter...at times...but all that will end soon, Whoop-eee!!!! I'm going to have some sisterly bonding time now...so I must be off.....lol, maybe I'll try to regulate the LJ entries instead of the occasional monster entry, ;), lol
-muahs-!