something makes me not insecure
dari tadi malem gue ngerasa si kacamata aneh sikapnya, dari ngewall gue dengan gaya bahasa yang standard dan flat.. gue resah tuh jangan2 dia lagi bosen chat ama gue or apa lah itu.. paginya sekitar jam 9 gitu gue online msn dan dia juga online! pertama nggak gue sapa gue diemin aja...berharap dia yang say hello duluan tapi ternyata nggak -___-".. yaudah gue liat lagi tuh kan ya ehhhhh tau2 dia off aja lho! HAHAHAHA mulai frustasi gue.. otak terisi hal-hal negative hmm... lemes...
sekitar jam 11 gue online lagi, just wanna check that he is online or no, and he's online! wihh dag dig dug tuh.. sapa nggak, sapa nggak.. hmmm gue sapa ahirnya..
gue : "had"
kacamata : "hallo."
(gue dalam hati, anja apa2an itu kok cuma segitu doang,ga excited as usual..
gue : "gue ganggu had?"
kacamata : "no u're not"
(halahhhhhhhh gue mencak2 di koridor sekolah haha gondok banget, something wrong with him..)
kacamata : "well but in fact im not in the mood now"
(DOARR!! gue kaget.. gak mood gara2 apaan?? gara2 gue?? hahahaha)
gue : "ohh bad mood?? hmm had if u need someone to share I can be that person"
ciee elahhh bahasa gue.. hahaha then finally he told me the reasons why he's not in the right mood today..
dia curhat hampir sekitar 2 jam kira-kira.. and this part is really good for me but I dont really sure that he's serious about this :(
gue : "had had, masa ya tadi malem gue ngobrol sama nyokap ehh ujung2nya jadi ke NY, nyokap nanya ohh mau kuliah disana?? hmm mama ikut dong! tapi kalo ada apa2 masa dimakamin disana ya??"
(okay emak gue jauh bgt mikirnya)
kacamata : "then??"
gue : "gue langsung ganti topik! takut gue... hahaha"
kacamata : " HEYY kalo lo lagi ngobrol tentang tinggal disini jangan pindah topik dong, Im so happy if u r here! I will pick u up and give u accomodate that u need.."
(okaaaayyy.. ini kok jadi bikin gue ngiler pengen kesana ya hahaha)
kacamata : "gue doain supaya lo bisa dapet beasiswa kesini!"
(niat banget tuh orang hahaha Aminnnn)
gue : "lohh kan gue yang pengen lo kesini, jangan2 malah lo yang nungguin gue kesana ya?haha"
kacamata : "yes sure! I'm waiting patiently.. if u come here jangan pulang, u will be my foods supplier"
(hahahha gue disuru jadi kokinya dia gitu?? or become his wife that cook for him everyday..hahahha -_____-")
gue : "hahaha yeahh okay! then u will be my tour guide"
kacamata : "klo tour guide cuma sehari abis itu jadi biasa lagi ciyee elahh"
(apa coba?? dasar bahasa indo masih belepotan ahhaha)
gue : "trus jadi apaan??"
kacamata : "supir LOL"
(hahahahha kok jadi nurun begitu derajatnya, dari tourguide ke supir...haha)
gue : "no no, u come to here first then I will go there soon!"
kacamata : "okayy DEAL!!"
hahahhahaha ya sekian.. maybe I'm just too excited to hear that but in fact he didnt have any of "special" reasons to invite me live in NY.. just wanna be friends and kind heart of him.. :(( nothing special lahgitu.. huukkss >.<