it's hit...
i know it's been forever since i've posted in this thing, but, honestly, this is the first time i've actually felt emo enough to. i wonder what that says about me...
it's official, though, the end of the semester has hit. and not just in a light way, but in a full fledged head on collision with an 18-wheeler going full speed kinda way. as long as i surround myself with people, i'll be fine, but cracks are definitely starting to appear. so, if i'm seem a bit off or distracted, please, just pull me out of it. i hate feeling this way.
but i keep reminding myself that, even if it is all coming to and end much too fast, life is really good right now and i just need to enjoy it. even if i have to force myself. i can put the shitty feelings in a box in the closet and wait until this is all done with to take them out. sounds like a good plan to me!
i think i'm going to book myself for a massage soon. like, maybe this friday. i was going to wait until senior week, but my shoulders are kind of up around my ears and i need to let go like whoa.
and tomorrow (technically today) is my birthday. i'm not supposed to feel like this on my birthday. i'm going to go to bed, get a good night's sleep, and when i wake up, i will feel better. i've decided. there will be revelry. possibly at the feve. if you're in the town of oberlin and are interested in joining, let me know and i'll be sure to give you a call.
okay, enough ranty. more sleep.
it's official, though, the end of the semester has hit. and not just in a light way, but in a full fledged head on collision with an 18-wheeler going full speed kinda way. as long as i surround myself with people, i'll be fine, but cracks are definitely starting to appear. so, if i'm seem a bit off or distracted, please, just pull me out of it. i hate feeling this way.
but i keep reminding myself that, even if it is all coming to and end much too fast, life is really good right now and i just need to enjoy it. even if i have to force myself. i can put the shitty feelings in a box in the closet and wait until this is all done with to take them out. sounds like a good plan to me!
i think i'm going to book myself for a massage soon. like, maybe this friday. i was going to wait until senior week, but my shoulders are kind of up around my ears and i need to let go like whoa.
and tomorrow (technically today) is my birthday. i'm not supposed to feel like this on my birthday. i'm going to go to bed, get a good night's sleep, and when i wake up, i will feel better. i've decided. there will be revelry. possibly at the feve. if you're in the town of oberlin and are interested in joining, let me know and i'll be sure to give you a call.
okay, enough ranty. more sleep.