starring rebecca as a huge fucking flake...
so this week i've now flaked on two separate important things. granted one (a meeting with my honors adviser) was significantly more important and even in the end that's going to be okay, but still. i hate feeling like a flake. it's just not me. blech.
additionally, it just dawned on me that the paper due at the end of november is no longer quite as far away. this revelation instigated an "oh shit" moment that ended with me checking books out of mudd for the project. this makes two times now that i've checked books out of mudd that were not ohiolink. i'm proud.
finally, i had a great opening and i totally choked. not even just a little bit, but a lotta bit. what can i say, i'm just not used to this shit happening.
good things, though:
- applying to my first grad school (if you have tips as to how i could help improve the diversity of stanford's class, lemme know. that's the only thing standing in the way between that being done.)
- spending parent's weekend with my momma...in nyc.
- starting to go back to the gym.
- qb's. enough said.
- awesome schedule next semester. 4 day weekends every week.
- catching up with friends not seen in a) FOREVER b) 3 weeks.
so, apparently, i'm just like all those other people who only use lj to show how a) my life is so much harder than yours or b) my life is so much better than yours.
apparently, i'm also in a kinda bitchy mood this week. i blame the campus visit office.
sleep now. no more typing allowed. i find rants rather unattractive.
additionally, it just dawned on me that the paper due at the end of november is no longer quite as far away. this revelation instigated an "oh shit" moment that ended with me checking books out of mudd for the project. this makes two times now that i've checked books out of mudd that were not ohiolink. i'm proud.
finally, i had a great opening and i totally choked. not even just a little bit, but a lotta bit. what can i say, i'm just not used to this shit happening.
good things, though:
- applying to my first grad school (if you have tips as to how i could help improve the diversity of stanford's class, lemme know. that's the only thing standing in the way between that being done.)
- spending parent's weekend with my momma...in nyc.
- starting to go back to the gym.
- qb's. enough said.
- awesome schedule next semester. 4 day weekends every week.
- catching up with friends not seen in a) FOREVER b) 3 weeks.
so, apparently, i'm just like all those other people who only use lj to show how a) my life is so much harder than yours or b) my life is so much better than yours.
apparently, i'm also in a kinda bitchy mood this week. i blame the campus visit office.
sleep now. no more typing allowed. i find rants rather unattractive.