Stabbed my family's heart :(
I have read this person's chat history ... and I was stunned how this person back stabbed me and my husband badly inspite of all the help we gave to this person ... we were really trying to be patient with this person ... I was so mad! Totally hurt about what this person was saying about me, that I have another man in my life in the Philippines *duh* my husband knows about it by the way ... I don't have to explain it ... why? HA! Why should I? People who knows me better like my hubby knows why I call this other man "my other man" hahaha ... This person was saying that I'm stupid that the maids are more intelligent than I am ... I think this person is much more stupid than I am! I won't be studying in UP if I'M THAT STUPID! Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... ha! I also don't need a degree to show my intelligence, product shows that I am!
And so much more ... what hurts me the most is this person judged my hubby so badly, the person said that my hubby became materialistic and selfish, etc ... when my goodness! If this person only knows ...
Anyway, a lot of people thinks differently and I wonder why this person have soo much hate with us when this person don't know how much sacrifice we have to give enable to accomodate and help this person!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to destroy this person to this person family 'coz this person did destroy my image to our family already, but my hubby just told me that it should be over, we let this person go, whatever this person thinks of us, God knows what we did to this person. We don't need to explain ourselves, if that's what the family thinks of us already, then let it be, if they think that I'm spending my husband's money, duh then let them be, if they think that I'm not taking care of our kids that I spend more time on the computer (because of work by the way) ... then let them be ... And so I prayed to God to help me let go of this feelings ... I don't know if I could forgive this person ... I wanted to curse this person but the Bible do not allow such ... and so I just prayed for my wounds to heal and for me to let go ... this is my way of letting go, write it! ... I believe that the good Lord Jesus, will help us more and that He'll give us the blessings that we deserve ... and trully His Words are real. Just today, we receive such special and wonderful news. We are sooo blessed! Praise God! Hallelujah! Trully He is a wonderful God. My relationship with my husband became much more stronger, he stood by my side because we both know what is real from what is this person thinks about us. I believe in "karma" ... good karma is coming in ... this I want to say to you ... if you ever read this portion ...
Why do you think your life is a mess? It's because your stepping on people and judging them when you don't have time to know them better ... to talk to them ... you don't even know your own family anymore ... you don't know what's going on with your very own family ... why do we bother to know you when YOU FIRST showed that YOU NEVER EVER CARED for the family. I'm not stupid, God didn't made me this way ... and I thank God he gave me this knowledge for me to know who my real enemies are ... so that I could be stronger ... God made me stronger. IF you are a Christian as you wanted to PRETEND ... then you should live a Christian life ... love yourself but also know how to love the people who loves you ... and love doesn't mean MATERIAL THINGS as you have known your whole life ... but to show them by helping, helping meaning not monitarily but just asking how is life? how can you help in the house? how can you help with your family? those are simple ways to show you cared ... what we did that you didn't see was took you in our house, feed you, make sure all your needs is given but what did you repayed us? Hurt and Pain ... I'm so sorry for you ... but I'm more sorry to those people who have loved you. I can never accept you again. Help will always be there to those who needs help.
just one stabbing note ...
don't have sex with all your boyfriends ... just to know if you could have an orgasm ... *gesh* ... sex is not love! sex is just sex!!!! my doc friend just told me 45% of young man now a days are HIV + here in SG ... very dangerous to have a promiscous life ... tsk tsk tsk ...
And so much more ... what hurts me the most is this person judged my hubby so badly, the person said that my hubby became materialistic and selfish, etc ... when my goodness! If this person only knows ...
Anyway, a lot of people thinks differently and I wonder why this person have soo much hate with us when this person don't know how much sacrifice we have to give enable to accomodate and help this person!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to destroy this person to this person family 'coz this person did destroy my image to our family already, but my hubby just told me that it should be over, we let this person go, whatever this person thinks of us, God knows what we did to this person. We don't need to explain ourselves, if that's what the family thinks of us already, then let it be, if they think that I'm spending my husband's money, duh then let them be, if they think that I'm not taking care of our kids that I spend more time on the computer (because of work by the way) ... then let them be ... And so I prayed to God to help me let go of this feelings ... I don't know if I could forgive this person ... I wanted to curse this person but the Bible do not allow such ... and so I just prayed for my wounds to heal and for me to let go ... this is my way of letting go, write it! ... I believe that the good Lord Jesus, will help us more and that He'll give us the blessings that we deserve ... and trully His Words are real. Just today, we receive such special and wonderful news. We are sooo blessed! Praise God! Hallelujah! Trully He is a wonderful God. My relationship with my husband became much more stronger, he stood by my side because we both know what is real from what is this person thinks about us. I believe in "karma" ... good karma is coming in ... this I want to say to you ... if you ever read this portion ...
Why do you think your life is a mess? It's because your stepping on people and judging them when you don't have time to know them better ... to talk to them ... you don't even know your own family anymore ... you don't know what's going on with your very own family ... why do we bother to know you when YOU FIRST showed that YOU NEVER EVER CARED for the family. I'm not stupid, God didn't made me this way ... and I thank God he gave me this knowledge for me to know who my real enemies are ... so that I could be stronger ... God made me stronger. IF you are a Christian as you wanted to PRETEND ... then you should live a Christian life ... love yourself but also know how to love the people who loves you ... and love doesn't mean MATERIAL THINGS as you have known your whole life ... but to show them by helping, helping meaning not monitarily but just asking how is life? how can you help in the house? how can you help with your family? those are simple ways to show you cared ... what we did that you didn't see was took you in our house, feed you, make sure all your needs is given but what did you repayed us? Hurt and Pain ... I'm so sorry for you ... but I'm more sorry to those people who have loved you. I can never accept you again. Help will always be there to those who needs help.
just one stabbing note ...
don't have sex with all your boyfriends ... just to know if you could have an orgasm ... *gesh* ... sex is not love! sex is just sex!!!! my doc friend just told me 45% of young man now a days are HIV + here in SG ... very dangerous to have a promiscous life ... tsk tsk tsk ...