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This past month has been so much to take in and handle.
I dont believe I'v experienced so many emotions at one time.
Cried as much as I have.
Laughed as much as I have.
Found myself.
Lost myself.
and you.
This has been the biggest and hardest test yet.
Its like getting into a car again for the first time, after being in a horific accident.
Your scared and uneasy. Untrusting and flustered.
I don't think Iv ever been so scared of something I was so sure of before.