Since when is it ok...

May 28, 2005 18:23

Since when is it ok to favor one daughter over the other? I have never gotten along with my mother, and I know I never will. Tonight I'm suppose to go out with some friends and Dave, but with what car? My car is currently being worked on again, because the rear blinker is not working, and if I recall correctly which I do. When Jackie's car was being worked on and i needed mine, my mother let her take her 2002 mustang convertible to the Braintree mall. However, when I ask if I can borrow her car to go to a friends house in the center of Mansfield, I am called "delusional." It's not like there was laughter behind her harsh words that I will never forget, but she was quick to respond with a hell no. We fight all the time about everything. I have and forever will be a daddy's little girl, and I know that she can't stand that. Whenever my sister comes home, it's oh ok lets let Jackie do whatever she wants. Come home at three in the morning without questioning. Allow her boyfriend to be over when they go to sleep, and let her have friends come over when they please. I am so sick and tired of dealing with her everyday. All I want to do is get a full time job and get the hell away from her. No one seems to understand how much it hurts to hate someone so much that you are suppose to love. The only time that I am truly happy is when I am with Dave and away from her. I tear up every time we argue, but I seriously don't thing she cares anymore. It's come to the point where I can't even be in the same room with her because there is so much God damn tension.
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