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I am soo sick of not being good enough for everyone..my friends..my parents..certian boys..and most importantly myself..and I am sick of crying about it 'cause it just sucks..and I hate it . And at the moment I dont really feel like I have someone to talk to about anything..it just seems that whenever I talk to someone they arent listening or dont care and I know that it is true because I will be pouring my heart out to them and then then they will be like "sorry what were you saying" or you can just tell by the look in their eye that they are not interested in what I am saying. And I mean I am there for everyone all the time. people call me in the middle of the night to talk to me and no matter what time it is I answer the phone and listen ..I mean a complete stranger could come up to me and I would genuinely care about what they are telling me. And that has happened before. I mean I have gone to parties and go to walk in the bathroom and there be a girl crying about how her boyfriend did something and I was there for her and had no idea who she was..and its like my friends just dont seem to care..idk..it just sucks