Don't be sad

Nov 15, 2005 00:44

The human race may seem to be on self-destruct mode. There is hate and there is intolerance. Too many are so involved with themselves that they don't bother to understand others; compassion is not on their agenda.

That's okay.

If you seek then you will find the beauty in people. It's only a matter of getting it out. Too many have been hard-wired by negativity and that's okay; I understand. I understand why you hate and I understand why you shut your eyes and scream. I don't dislike you--I only understand.

You who sway to religion are okay with me. I understand the way in which believing in a higher power and knowing what should and shouldn't be done helps you get along in this life. I've seen it save lives and I like it. I'm happy that you have been able to find peace and that death doesn't scare you.

Drug addicts are okay in my book. You are not a bad person. It's okay that drugs have made you felt what life never gave you. There's so much more to life, though, that I wish you'd be able to see. Life contains so much that makes drugs seem so small and useless. But I understand if you've passed your threshhold; if you'd like, I can try to help. At the least I'll lend you my unwavering attention. I will not dis your beliefs and I will try my best to uderstand. I'd only ask in return that you hear me out and consider it possible the things that I say. Spill it out; let us relate; let us share emotions and cry together; laugh together; fuck it, sing together. You and I were born a social creature and you will find completeness in your fellow person.

Sometimes it's a pain not being perfect. Currently I feel incomplete. I feel longing for some things and when I think about them I get sad. But even though I feel sad, I also embrace hope. I know that no matter what it is I am going through, I will get through it and move on. These things that I long for I may or may not get. I can't say that I'll reach the specific thing that I had in mind, but as time moves on and I go about my life, my wants will change along with my needs. What keeps my life moving is trying to fufill my needs and reach my desires. It gives me purpose. For example in trying to find a solution to my ADD problem, I overcame many things. One, for example, is my constant need for drugs. I've come to realize that doing drugs constantly brought me down. I see now that moderation is key.

and blah blah. I'm back now that I've changed moods. Gah! I say again: life is fucking crazy

I began writing this with a fucking point, but whatever.

Only I know where I was really going with this and who I'm addressing, but... um... whatever.

I love you. Don't be sad.
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