Things...COULDNT....be .....any.........BETTER!!!!!!!
Wow so this last few days I have been doing nothing but sitting in my room thinking about things. Life...and what I need to start doing.
I am going to be 18 in a few months. An offical adult you guys!?!
Theres so much that I need to change. SO much that I have to actually commit to...Its really fuckin scary...
Im half way there...I just need to push myself over that egde. I think I may have managed to do that actually.
Tonight...Mike came over....and we talked...
I was able to stay calm...not have a fuckin freak out attack...
I have control over my emotions.
Im not a fucking little girl anymore.
I need to be aware the fact that I control the things that I feel and the way that I react to situations.
No more partying...no more getting wasted...no more bullshit.
Its time for me to get serious...but still have fun.
Im not gonna like GROW UP right this very second.
But there needs to be a start.
I am so happy right now. I am right where I want to be.
Im so damn happy.
♥ Ellie
I love you...and thank you
I am going to be 18 in a few months. An offical adult you guys!?!
Theres so much that I need to change. SO much that I have to actually commit to...Its really fuckin scary...
Im half way there...I just need to push myself over that egde. I think I may have managed to do that actually.
Tonight...Mike came over....and we talked...
I was able to stay calm...not have a fuckin freak out attack...
I have control over my emotions.
Im not a fucking little girl anymore.
I need to be aware the fact that I control the things that I feel and the way that I react to situations.
No more partying...no more getting wasted...no more bullshit.
Its time for me to get serious...but still have fun.
Im not gonna like GROW UP right this very second.
But there needs to be a start.
I am so happy right now. I am right where I want to be.
Im so damn happy.
♥ Ellie
I love you...and thank you