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I've hit a wall and I can't seem to find balance in my life. I swing far to one side or the other. The middle line where equilibrium is found seems a mere illusion to me. It doesn't exist. I can't find a balance within friends, with friends and family, with school and work, with work and social life, with work, school and girls, with adam time and everything else... I can't seem to pull it off. I find a drive in one direction and cannot stray. It's like a bullet from a gun, I can only go straight until I lose momentum, hit something, or ricochet in another direction. I hate it.
10 things I need to accomplish by summer:
10. Move out
9. Spend more time with KP
8. Spend more time with Erin
7. Find an interesting girl
6. Pass my classes with Bs or higher
5. Fix my car
4. Find an even tempered girl
3. Work more
2. Put 5 more songs in my guitaring songbank
1. Find a girl
I'm sure there are a few other things that should be in there or are related to things already on the list... but fuck man... this blows.
10 things I need to accomplish by summer:
10. Move out
9. Spend more time with KP
8. Spend more time with Erin
7. Find an interesting girl
6. Pass my classes with Bs or higher
5. Fix my car
4. Find an even tempered girl
3. Work more
2. Put 5 more songs in my guitaring songbank
1. Find a girl
I'm sure there are a few other things that should be in there or are related to things already on the list... but fuck man... this blows.