May 12, 2004 12:15
realizing that asthein and i are actually two people more and more and so much more today after last night. severance is painful. accepting that she is doing what is right for her without automatic conclusions that my choices are wrong. feel calm and clean. i will be the maid of honor and will mean what i say when i speak for them. excited about the i don't know. showing with my neighbor. seeing lady k off to chicago. nobody's counselor makes exceptions. it will animate you if you don't let it scare you. very unexptectedly sold another painting this morning. rent shall be paid again next month.