Jul 22, 2004 00:11
so i guess not a lot has happened lately but i guess i feel like rambling on about things ive been thinking about.
ive been having weird feelings lately and im not sure what God may be telling me. I get feelings of being nervous or scared that I can't handle something. I need super prayer from my fellow believers. Please and thank you.
I'm feeling spiritually dry right now. I am so busy that its hard to make time for the Lord. I feel so frickin crappy about it because I should be so busy with the Lord that I hardly have any time for anything else. I'm so selfish.
I am trying to pray more while I'm at work driving around. And a praise is that when I talk to God, its beginning to feel way more comfortable than ever to express myself. I try not to have a ''hidden agenda'' with the Lord and not hide things from him that he can already see and it seems to help me pray more in depth. I need to read more though. I started reading Mark but have only read about 5 chapters. When I am done with that book, I will have read three books. I love the way I feel when I surrender reading time for the Lord and read about the J mans life.
David got a tattoo and its pretty frickin rad. I love David so much.
I want to get the Stripes Gum Zebra tattooed on my hand so people will ask me for gum all the time. I don't know which recreational sport I want him to be doing yet. Maybe pogo stick jumping?
I want to play another show very soon
We need to make:
First In Flight t shirts
cds
stickers
pins
fans
etc
Megan is a sweetheart and shes leaving for Washington for a week on Friday. I'm gonna miss her bunches cuz shes a cutie.
For I Am Artie: hey there
annonymous: hey
For I Am Artie: you know who this is, right?
annonymous: yes
For I Am Artie: okie
For I Am Artie: how are you?
annonymous: im good how are you?
For I Am Artie: im alright
For I Am Artie: ya know we never got to hang out
For I Am Artie: and i wanted to
For I Am Artie: i never got to find out who you really are or anything
For I Am Artie: im disappointed
For I Am Artie: it always seemed like you were too cool to hang out with me
For I Am Artie: or talk to me
annonymous: sorry my phone just rang
For I Am Artie: alright
annonymous is away at 11:48:12 PM.
why do i get that same exact conversation with the same people over and over again. makes you think...
houseboats is coming up...
im excited but i think i am going to try and spend a lot of time with just God on the trip
i dont know how much i will be participating with the group fun.
GOSH WHY DO I FEEL LIKE CRYING RIGHT NOW?!
I FEEL LIKE CRAP! LOOK AT ME WHINE ABOUT SOMETHING I DONT UNDERSTAND!
maybe i need sleep. maybe i need to drive somewhere and think. maybe i need to just shut up and click the update button
PS
im gonna stop shaving just to bug Megan with my attempt for a beard