Feb 21, 2005 11:46
ugh...............i knew it..i just wish they didnt have to make it official.....
im really depressed i wishi didnt allow myself to do this
(im purposely putting this in a way that no one will REALLY know whats going on...)
i really should care more...but i dont really i know this will be a HUGE deal at school tmrw ....why do i allow myself to do this...i guess i like the abuse.
Because i fall for anything they say