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[bugsy718]

sometimes i think music runs through my veins. i can't really describe it but after having listened to the same song on loop for over an hour (look up, by the stars..a band which has been sitting idle and un-acknowleged on my itunes for some time and is GOOD) i realize that as much as i want to tear myself away from this computer screen i can't because i am entranced by the melodies pounding out of its speakers....and turning it off would be like pulling an IV out of my arm and denying my body the necessary materials to go on living. drugs and/or alchohol have NEVER made me feel this good. which brings me to the question...why don't they? why don't i feel the elation and giddiness other people do when hyped up on them? things aren't funnier to me when i'm high, and alchohol doesn't make me horny and less inhibited. well maybe more chatty. but def not horny. music IS a drug. or at least my drug of choice. mood elevator, antidepressant, sedative...you name it. heck, you can even overdose on it...because if i hear one more song from the urban outfitters playlist, somethings gonna crack.

"You're cold maybe you just miss the sun
You fall feeling like it's just begun
So far keeping it together's been enough
But look up the rain is falling
Looks like love
Rain is falling
Looks like love
Rain is falling
Looks like love
Rain is falling
Looks like love...."