hey! i'm a lunch lady! (an organic one though)

[bugsforlove]

always knew my true calling was in the "lunch lady" business. i am living in novato with anna silva (hobbit house with 2 cats in occidental, anyone?), on indian way, behind me rolling california hills and oak trees for plenty of hiking adventures. it's freezing, we don't turn the heaters on because the noise bothers the cats (terribly spoiled and they know it cats), but we do have little room heaters. i have a feeling my journal will become less interesting here on out, unless i get that discrete young female hostess job i saw on craislist gig page. "come be a live in hostess at our private all men's club estate with 12 other girls, get paid $84k a year with health benefits and room and board, but we won't tell you if the job entails giving 70 yr old rich fuckfaces blowjobs all day long, we'll just wait for you to come for an interview, pull you in and make you our sex slave..." yep my journals might get more interesting if i get that gig. in novato everything's falling into place very nicely, something i am not used to. my organic school lunch server job is really neat. my partner is awesome. the kids are so sweet, i serve the little kids, kindergarten-3rd grade. one little girl asked me the other day "are you a kid or a grown up?" i said "i don't know" then she was very confused. her name is olivia. the food the kids don't eat, i get to take home!!! yeah yummy organic salad, oranges, bananas, apples, loads of stuff. i think i'll work some hours in the deli at the main store, good earth natural foods in fairfax, to make up at least 30 hours/week so i can get medical and 20% off in the store. levi's legs are failing him, i'm moving him to a place only a mile from me. his vet, who birthed him 11 yrs ago, moved to oregon while i was gone. what a shock! everybody's moving to bloody oregon these days. so i found a new vet to help darling levi, he's in so much pain. i start school jan 23rd, but my schedule's pretty tight. i have debt, damn it. things are getting weird up in here. i'm doing things my dad tells me he's proud of me for, working, going to school, realist things, don't hold your breath, lets just wait and see how long it lasts. it is a bit lonely here and i miss baby, her warm soft shape on mine at night, sometimes i can feel her. it's still very strange being home. now it feels like so long ago that i was naked in nz or laughing with mim or shitting in that hole with all the family around in malaysia. i still haven't finished my malaysian stories

caitlin's coming home and i am o excited!!!! we are going to have the biggest dance party, damn
caitlin-i have so much dance in me, i'll dance anywhere at anytime with you