kissy tiffy
my head hurts. my head is pounding. my body aches. it's hard to go to bed feeling like this, but that is all i want to do. i feel unhealthy. i feel like all i eat is cookies and crackers all day. i need to eat a big steak or a stick of celery or something. i should have some water. and probably another pill to make the pain go away. i hope this winter is a better one. i hope it's the best. i have a feeling it won't be. i let people bring me down too easy. i wish i was better at bringing them up. i'll try. seems hopeless sometimes though. seems unnecessary after a few tries too. god the pain won't go away. i'm gonna go lay down my head.