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I'm procrastinating. It's something I do very VERY well.
So I'm leaving for London in five days. That should be exciting.
Who am I kidding? I'm bouncing off the fucking walls! I'm feeling about a thousand emotions all the while trying to get everything done. At the same time I do not want to do anything. At all. I just want to sit on my fat ass and write in this LJ. Or maybe watch Sister Act II for the millionth time. What is there to do really? I've been packed for about a week already (sad I know), all the flight information is squared away, most of all my accounts and everything is in order (does that sound old-fartish or what?).. all that's left now is the goodbye part. Well, not "goodbye". It's more like, "See you in four months" but if you know me (and chances are if you're reading this you do) you'll know it really doesn't matter it's still hard. I had my first major "See ya soon" and started crying... and I do. NOT. cry. Not just a little "boo-hoo" but a wheezing, sniffling, dry-heaving series of sobs that lasted far longer than I thought possible especially for the person in question but that's another matter entirely. Well I'm tired of writing in complete sentances so here's the highlights of WINTER BREAK '08 (In no particular order.)
1. Phil humping a Kudos box. I wish it had suprised me in the least.
2. Andrew and I ditching the ultra-hip Eyebar on New Years shortly after midnight to watch Fern Gulley.
3. Nirvana with Kathleen (which I hadn't realized has NEVER happened before)
4. 3 Xmas ETRAVAGANZA!!!!!!
5. New York with Em n Rew. Amazing.
6. Crazy times w. Susan and Jaremy. Jaeger.
7. Round III.
8. Seeing Jon, Ashley, Marissa and Jesse. We usually only see each other randomly during breaks but I miss/love you bitches!!!!!
9. Seeing Ma'am. That woman helped shape my life. She is amazing and such an inspiration.
10. Living at home with my dad and Eli. That is wonderful for so many reasons I cannot even begin to explain.
Ladies and gentlemen this is a new day, a brand new day. Let's make the most of it. I know I will. I'm ready for a fresh start.
So I'm leaving for London in five days. That should be exciting.
Who am I kidding? I'm bouncing off the fucking walls! I'm feeling about a thousand emotions all the while trying to get everything done. At the same time I do not want to do anything. At all. I just want to sit on my fat ass and write in this LJ. Or maybe watch Sister Act II for the millionth time. What is there to do really? I've been packed for about a week already (sad I know), all the flight information is squared away, most of all my accounts and everything is in order (does that sound old-fartish or what?).. all that's left now is the goodbye part. Well, not "goodbye". It's more like, "See you in four months" but if you know me (and chances are if you're reading this you do) you'll know it really doesn't matter it's still hard. I had my first major "See ya soon" and started crying... and I do. NOT. cry. Not just a little "boo-hoo" but a wheezing, sniffling, dry-heaving series of sobs that lasted far longer than I thought possible especially for the person in question but that's another matter entirely. Well I'm tired of writing in complete sentances so here's the highlights of WINTER BREAK '08 (In no particular order.)
1. Phil humping a Kudos box. I wish it had suprised me in the least.
2. Andrew and I ditching the ultra-hip Eyebar on New Years shortly after midnight to watch Fern Gulley.
3. Nirvana with Kathleen (which I hadn't realized has NEVER happened before)
4. 3 Xmas ETRAVAGANZA!!!!!!
5. New York with Em n Rew. Amazing.
6. Crazy times w. Susan and Jaremy. Jaeger.
7. Round III.
8. Seeing Jon, Ashley, Marissa and Jesse. We usually only see each other randomly during breaks but I miss/love you bitches!!!!!
9. Seeing Ma'am. That woman helped shape my life. She is amazing and such an inspiration.
10. Living at home with my dad and Eli. That is wonderful for so many reasons I cannot even begin to explain.
Ladies and gentlemen this is a new day, a brand new day. Let's make the most of it. I know I will. I'm ready for a fresh start.