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Jun 30, 2005 00:16

It's kind of sickening to realize how easy it is to play god. Every once and awhile I get the random urge to just jerk the wheel so I'm on the other side of the road and I can crash and see what happens of it. In an instant, tens or hundreds of lives would change due to one little action. Or how somebody could shoot somebody else and take away thirty-some-odd years that have been building up and wipe it out to nothing with the jerk of a finger.

One action causes a ripple effect that slowly travels like sound throughout the towns of people, yet I realize that if I were to get in an accident for some reason or another right now, half of the people I know would never know it happened. They would assume they lost touch with me, or I'm ignoring them, or whatever excuse that wouldn't involve me dying. If someone were to jerk the wheel and hit me head-on tonight, you might never know. I could've very well just given up on this website and started fresh with something new. Or I could've decided to pack up and move somewhere without the internet sitting available anymore. You wouldn't know a single difference.

If I disappeared, how would you end up feeling and thinking towards me?
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