As usual, April is still the cruelest month.
The month of April has not been off to a bloody good start. Red, Tara, Rupert, & Anya are thousands of miles away in England now. Haven't heard how things are goin' for 'em. But thinkin' it will probably take 'em some time just to get settled down into their new digs... gettin' the watcher's council back on it's feet... and adjustin' to a new life in a foreign land. So am sure it won't be easy for them, but at least they have each other t' help adapt to the changes a bit easier.
The recent shake up with all the scooby gang except Harris leavin' Sunnydale, kinda killed the mood for havin' any fun over the last several days. Is right disappointin' that me & Buffy couldn't have had a happy celebration of our one year anniversary as a couple. Last April was when we finally got past all the mixed signals and confusion t' admit our true feelings for one another. Despite all the problems we've had to endure over the past year. I'm just grateful that Buffy has given me a chance t' be part of her life. To try to give her the happiness she deserves. Though clearly bleedin' outside problems with 'er friends & responsibilities as a slayer has made for not so good times as of late. Yet I have lived long enough to know that life or in my case unlife will knock one upside their head sometimes. Just gotta roll with the punches. Keep on goin' til things sort's themself out. Don't much know what's gonna happen next. Course as far as I'm concerned. Long as Buffy and 'er little Sis are safe & well. Then that's all that really matters.
Speakin' of the slayer... if is feelin' up to it, maybe she'd wanna join me for a few hours out on the town. If not, then maybe can get 'er to have a night out soon. Cause Buffy needs to have some down time, to have some fun again. Plus gettin' out and socializin' with folks around town would be a good way not t' feel so alone. In any case, I'm just gonna have a few drinks at a local bar. So right then, I need some good liquor. To just forget about all the recent soddin' problems for a few hours at least.
The recent shake up with all the scooby gang except Harris leavin' Sunnydale, kinda killed the mood for havin' any fun over the last several days. Is right disappointin' that me & Buffy couldn't have had a happy celebration of our one year anniversary as a couple. Last April was when we finally got past all the mixed signals and confusion t' admit our true feelings for one another. Despite all the problems we've had to endure over the past year. I'm just grateful that Buffy has given me a chance t' be part of her life. To try to give her the happiness she deserves. Though clearly bleedin' outside problems with 'er friends & responsibilities as a slayer has made for not so good times as of late. Yet I have lived long enough to know that life or in my case unlife will knock one upside their head sometimes. Just gotta roll with the punches. Keep on goin' til things sort's themself out. Don't much know what's gonna happen next. Course as far as I'm concerned. Long as Buffy and 'er little Sis are safe & well. Then that's all that really matters.
Speakin' of the slayer... if is feelin' up to it, maybe she'd wanna join me for a few hours out on the town. If not, then maybe can get 'er to have a night out soon. Cause Buffy needs to have some down time, to have some fun again. Plus gettin' out and socializin' with folks around town would be a good way not t' feel so alone. In any case, I'm just gonna have a few drinks at a local bar. So right then, I need some good liquor. To just forget about all the recent soddin' problems for a few hours at least.