love, dammit
iv always been an anarchist kinda bohemiam person, believing in a relaxed living based around love and everything, but this has ended.
the world sucks, life sucks, i no longer get anything, the people i loved have been taken away by those i hate. FUCK THEM ALL.
katthryn, iv liked her ever since she came to school in yr 9, and iv just been quiet, nice witty and stuff. Then 3 weeks ago, alex the most stupid person i know in my group, who acts cool, all he talks about is unothadox sex jokes and surfing and perving and kat likes him! although he just hits on her and trieds to screw her she likes him. WHY DO GIRLS FALL FOR STUPID GUYS WHO JUST SATISFY THEIR LUST AND THEN LEAVE THEM!!! they dont get the point. alex and her wer just cuddlin and groping each other while i was there, and they just invite me places so parens arent suspicious of there actions, its relly annoying.
i guess its my fault, im not exactly the greatest guy in the world. BUt i have intelligence and Wit over sex knowlege, which is gained from watching countless pornos.
But it doesnt seem right, i help the church for free, i help my great grandparents home for free, i giv spare pocket money at the end of the year to charity! and wat hav i got in life to be greatful for!?
iv never had the joy of being with some one i like and knowing that they like me back. susan was just attracted to me, and the rest wer just being polite and depressed and afraid. Oh how i crave for any peron to tell me that they like me, i want to be held, to be able to trust some one, is that too much to ask for once?
well im not getting pocket money, iv got no computer (im sneaking on mum and dads nowadays) why this? dads hitting me with objects now. THIS LIFE IS BAD.
i now give up every one
i hope ur happy, i will never feel love again. unless some one wants me too DAMMIT ITS THIS HOPE THA HURTS ME, THAT SAYS MAYBE SOME ONE SOMEDAY, AND U CANT GET RID OFF IT, GYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I FUCKING HATE EVERY ONE AND EVERYTHING, I LIVE ONLY SO PPL CAN GO, ATLEAAST IM NOT HIM.
WHY IS IT A CRIME FOR ME TO LIKE PPL, WEN PPL FIND OUT THERE LIKE, EEW BLAKE
MAN FUCK U ALL.
every one enjoy your emotions and love, but plese stop shoving it in my face, i cant take it anymore
your sincerly
blake robinson
the world sucks, life sucks, i no longer get anything, the people i loved have been taken away by those i hate. FUCK THEM ALL.
katthryn, iv liked her ever since she came to school in yr 9, and iv just been quiet, nice witty and stuff. Then 3 weeks ago, alex the most stupid person i know in my group, who acts cool, all he talks about is unothadox sex jokes and surfing and perving and kat likes him! although he just hits on her and trieds to screw her she likes him. WHY DO GIRLS FALL FOR STUPID GUYS WHO JUST SATISFY THEIR LUST AND THEN LEAVE THEM!!! they dont get the point. alex and her wer just cuddlin and groping each other while i was there, and they just invite me places so parens arent suspicious of there actions, its relly annoying.
i guess its my fault, im not exactly the greatest guy in the world. BUt i have intelligence and Wit over sex knowlege, which is gained from watching countless pornos.
But it doesnt seem right, i help the church for free, i help my great grandparents home for free, i giv spare pocket money at the end of the year to charity! and wat hav i got in life to be greatful for!?
iv never had the joy of being with some one i like and knowing that they like me back. susan was just attracted to me, and the rest wer just being polite and depressed and afraid. Oh how i crave for any peron to tell me that they like me, i want to be held, to be able to trust some one, is that too much to ask for once?
well im not getting pocket money, iv got no computer (im sneaking on mum and dads nowadays) why this? dads hitting me with objects now. THIS LIFE IS BAD.
i now give up every one
i hope ur happy, i will never feel love again. unless some one wants me too DAMMIT ITS THIS HOPE THA HURTS ME, THAT SAYS MAYBE SOME ONE SOMEDAY, AND U CANT GET RID OFF IT, GYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I FUCKING HATE EVERY ONE AND EVERYTHING, I LIVE ONLY SO PPL CAN GO, ATLEAAST IM NOT HIM.
WHY IS IT A CRIME FOR ME TO LIKE PPL, WEN PPL FIND OUT THERE LIKE, EEW BLAKE
MAN FUCK U ALL.
every one enjoy your emotions and love, but plese stop shoving it in my face, i cant take it anymore
your sincerly
blake robinson