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Feb 09, 2009 11:16

I feel bad that I haven't updated this. That's a weird feeling considering I mostly ignored this for the past two years. This time it's been... eight days.
To catch you up, I'm not sick anymore. I've felt sick, but that was due to an abundance of cheese and sugar. Yummy and totally worth a killer tummy ache.
All the snow and ice have melted, which makes me both happy and sad. Happy because I'm not falling every time I go outside. Sad because I loved the snow. And the week off school. But now the weather is in the 50s and I'm wearing sandals. Only in Kentucky...
I just realized that Valentine's Day is exactly two months before Chris leaves. I'm having a difficult time coming to terms with the fact that Chris is leaving. I had myself fooled in September when he was supposed to leave saying I was gonna be fine. This is going to be a lot harder than I realized it would be. Confined to letters for two months, and then limited communication after that. And we're supposed to plan a wedding through this? I'm getting closer and closer to agreeing with Chris to go to the court house, get married, and then have a big fancy wedding later, when we have time and money. I have a spare $30 for a marriage license, but not a spare $3000 for a wedding. *breathe* We'll get through this. Everything will be better in the end.
After this semester I have two classes to take before I can graduate. Two. I'm so close I can taste it. I'm going to try to make my schedule with classes all day Tuesday and Thursday, so I can work more and pretend I'm getting ready to enter the real world.
I'm hoping to get an apartment after I move out of my dorm. Classes are over April 22, and I only have one final. Hopefully I'll have somewhere to live so I can move straight into an apartment. I was planning on living with Jesse, but he has his apartment already, and I don't think that it would work out for that to change. Currently Emily are in talks to find a place, which would actually be almost perfect for the two of us. I would only need an apartment for about a year, until I graduate in the Fall and figure out what Chris is doing. Emily only needs one until she graduates next Spring, before she looks for a starter home. It's almost perfect.
On a completely unrelated note, I found a chocolate chip cookie recipe I totally want to try. I mean really don't they look fabulous? If I make it to Kroger, I will make these very soon.
I think that's enough of an update.
I'll be back, though hopefully not with a long break.
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